Dear Wiggly,
Yep, I said Wiggly, Because that's what we call you most of the time. That and bug, Colton-man, Bubba, and a a few more nicknames that we've come up with for you. You're the sweetest.
Well baby, this is it. This is our last month of being home together. In a few weeks, I'll be going back to work and you and your brother will be going to daycare. I can't even begin to dwell on it because I start crying - actual tears - when I do think about it. I absolutely love being home with you two and it has made our household so much more relaxed and happy. I've always wanted to be a stay-at-home-mom. I want you to know that. I want you to know that if I could, I wouldn't work until all my babies were in school. I want to pour my energy into you and your brother. I want to be the best mama out there. I try to be, but I fall short each and every day. Some days, I fall really short. I'm just writing it down so you know. I want to be the best mom out there. I'm working on it Bubba.
I'm excited for your four month appointment. I know Dr. C will tell us you're ready for food. You're drooling all over the place. I'm not as anxious to start you on food as I was your brother. Sorry! You don't eat as much and, well, been there done that! It will be fun to see what you like and what you don't like though.
Well baby boy, I'm going to love on you each and every minute of our last weeks at home. I know you'll be happy in your new daycare and that it will make our time at night and on the weekends that much sweeter. I love you baby boy. Every day with you is better than the one before. I just can't get over how sweet you are.
Love,
Mama
Four month update:
Size - Well little man, you're up to about 14 lb. 4 oz. You are gaining weight much slower than your brother. You seem like such a little peanut to us (mostly because your brother was huge)!
Words - None, but you are cooing at us quite a bit. I love it when you make noises at us.
Activity - You are a busy boy. You love to "stand up" when we're holding you. You're starting to jump a little, so we pulled out your bouncer (upstairs) and saucer (for downstairs). You rolled from your tummy to your back at 16 weeks and a few days later, you rolled from your back to your tummy! I couldn't believe you rolled both ways within days of each other. you crazy little man.
Food - You are only getting breast milk still. I know Dr. C will tell us at your four month check-up that we can start you on oatmeal (we don't do rice cereal). I'm not sure if I'm ready for food yet. Maybe I'm just trying to keep you little! Right now, your eating schedule is...
- 7-7:30 am - wake and nurse
- 9 am - nurse
- 10:30-12 pm - nap
- 12 pm - nurse
- 12:30-3 pm - nap
- 3 pm - nurse
- 5-6 pm - nap
- 6 pm - nurse
- 8:00ish - nurse to bedtime
Sleep - Little bubs, you are still an amazing sleeper. It must be in our genes. You go to bed around 8pm and you don't make a peep until around 7-7:30 am. Some mornings, we are waking you up! Thank you Colton-man, thank you!
You take one nap in the morning around 10-10:30 am. You are always very ready for your morning nap. You usually sleep until 11:30-12 pm. Your afternoon naps are pretty solid too. You're a pretty predictable baby and you do love your schedule.
Hair - Dark brown, but very little of it
Eyes - Dark blue with a little bit more brown than last month.
Teeth - None, but you are drooling like a maniac.
Wardrobe - I just bumped you up to 6 months.
Diapers - size 3
Likes - You like being in your car seat for the most part and you almost always fall asleep in it. You love daddy and Dayton a whole lot. They both can make you smile by just walking in the room. You light up when your daddy is around. You love your mama, but I definitely don't get the same reactions as daddy does! Little stinker. You love being upright so that you can watch what everyone is doing. I can already tell you have FOMO (fear of missing out). Oh boy. You love sitting in your high chair, bouncing in your bouncer, playing with the star and toys on your play mat, listening to your brother read to you, snuggling with your brother, being swaddled, and pulling mama's hair.
You don't like being in a room by yourself and you don't like being on your play mat when you can't see us. You don't love tummy time, but you'll play on your tummy for a good 10-15 minutes. When you're done, you're done though.
Mama's Favorite - My favorite this month is all about being home with you. My maternity leave has been amazing and I am already dreading going back to work even more than I already knew I would. I've always wanted to be a stay at home mommy, but since I can't at this point getting 20 weeks at home with you is more than I could have asked for. I love being with you all day, every day. I love you, Colton-man.